- What if I’m no good?
- What if the kids hate me?
- What if D wants me out?
- What if he finds someone? I mean, that would be fine. But I’d be out of there.
- What if … what if I get into Northwestern and I have to leave them?
- What if my attraction to D gets unbearable? And I make an idiot of myself? And he ends up hating me?
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