- I’d not be good at it, not be enough help.
- What would people think?
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Aching for Him
Yes, I want him, so much, I’d be lying if I said I didn’t. (Who’d lie to a blog?)
Is the age difference is a big deal? I’m 24 and he’s 42. I just had a birthday. May 21.
If he doesn’t want me I would be okay with that too. I just want to help watch the boys as long as they need someone, really. Just change & pick up the baby, help the big boys. Right now they call me Aunt Peppermint, or Pepper.
I’m scared of only two things
I just don’t want his family to be angry with me
I feel like M is watching me.