Flopping Around Like a Hooked Fish

I really wanted to stay, and give up my old life, and just stay there and help, but I didn’t know what D would say if I ask.

How long should I wait? a week? a month?

I only need to turn in my apartment keys and help my roommate in Kansas City.

Here I am, I’m totally single and just graduated, no ties, no commitments. A pending application at Northwestern.

I don’t just want to jump in D’s bed, I want to take care of the children while he works. I don’t want to hurt him because of my selfishness.